1. in seattle, a friend of mine used the word “awkweird.” it’s the best word ever.
3. this trip is, in part, a way for me to try out some other towns to see where i might like to live. i don’t want to live in austin anymore, so i may as well evaluate the places i’m visiting to see how they fit. so far, here is a list of places i might like to live:
4. i worry that my default state of loneliness leads me to forge connections with people i wouldn’t connect with otherwise, just so i can have someone to talk to. if that’s true, does it make those connections fake? useless? wrong?