more of the what-ifs

what if i can’t get everything moved properly?  what if everything breaks or gets lost?  what if i have to tow my entire apartment in a u-haul behind my acura?  that can’t be good for the car.

what if i throw away something i’m going to want later?

while maude’s staying with my parents, what if they don’t sing her the maudezilla song?  or the other maudezilla song?  or worse (and even more likely since i made it up), what if they don’t sing her the “i love the puppy / she’s better than a guppy” song, and she forgets how it goes?  i sing her that one all the time.

what if i don’t get the chance to say goodbye to everyone?