Archive for October, 2000

10/23/2000

allegedly, i stay on campus between classes in order to sit at or under the desks in the library and read all the books. but. today i have had coffee with tony while we sat on a bench and sneered belligerently at the toilet-papered spirit golf carts go by, filled with painted and chanting sorority and fraternity brats and cheerleaders wearing not much more than spirited toilet paper. today i have been sitting in ye olde electronique centre de publicaciones, reading websites and writing volumes of email. today, officially, i am a caffeine-shaken slackerino.

one of the only things that i miss about going to ut is the smurf lab. it was big and quiet and gray and soft, like an operating room just as the anesthesia is kicking in. i could bring CDs and headphones and just curl up in front of a powermac until very late, when i would take the short streetlightglowing walk back, but not home. the library here is low-ceilinged and crusty and yellow-lit, the guy next to me is looking at porn, and the other guy next to me just let one rip. it is not the same.

just no one in this car.

10/22/2000

so yesterday was really lovely, but i’m not sure i have the energy/desire/time to go into it in full. so, in brief:

  • some leather-clad girl at westfest came up to me and said, “hey bjork, you got fifty cent?” my hair was cool.
  • sometimes really tan old men wearing american flags as armbands try to steal drumsticks.
  • the photos of rob hanging by an elaborate system of yellow rubber bands will be hilarious.
  • the number of women at westfest who seriously needed to have their plants repotted (read: they were large, their shirts were small) was staggering.

so now you know where i’ve been, but you will never again know where i’m going.

i’ve done a bit of restructuring around here, mostly to accommodate the old design. so if my site comes up strangely for you, try refreshing. if something’s still weird, email me and i’ll make it so it comes up roses. or leaves, even.

in other admin news, there’s a new mp3, from the nonexistent chasing amy soundtrack. i’ve never heard of the hang ups before, but this song is a favorite of mine from the film, and sort of a soundtrack-to-life lately.

10/22/2000

it is five a.m. and you are listening to los angeles.

10/21/2000

red wine with little pieces of cork floating, lots of email, my hair completely bizarro, and a lovely song on repeat. good, this.

so what’s the stuff behind this intoxicating week, anyway? as i’ve said most eloquently to everyone within earshot lately, “is there crack in the air, or what?”  i don’t even know what to say about it all, it’s just so gosh-darn neato.

it’s even nice under the desks on the fifth floor of the library. today i stretched out under one of the kiosks, beneath the colorful constellations of ancient wads of gum, and read until i fell asleep on the carpet.

the only film review i have ever seen, and probably ever will see, with the words “moral spooge” in it. (via mefi)  ”george burns was right. show business is a hideous bitch goddess.”  - bart

oh, rob got metafiltered, and i take all the credit.
wow. thank you.

10/20/2000

two days spent sitting on stone benches telling secrets to strangers and discussing male-female dynamics. my friend tony teaches english, and he says that the guys in his class look at him differently now that they’ve seen him on campus with me (a girl). they look at him as if to say, “hey, alright!”  i’m sure it’s nice for tony, since he’s apparently garnered professional respect on the basis of being seen with me, but i think it’s sort of odd.

according to tony, there’s this whole male undercurrent of looks and vibes and gestures, involving sizing-up and approval and “what-has-he-got-that-i-haven’t-got?”  this may in fact be true if tony is not hallucinating, though i’ve never noticed it. so is it true? do men really evaluate each other on sight based on what sort of woman they’re with? are we seen as that much of a commodity? am i just naïve?

interesting.

10/19/2000

yeah, so i just now got home, and i am shocked to find that during the four hours i was gone, i received not a single email.

interesting, interesting show this evening, as we stood on aching feet with all the superindierockin kids. ryan and i arrived at numbers about halfway through grandaddy’s set, and we promptly had a discussion that went something like this (minus the hyperlinking):

“wow, grandaddy sounds just exactly like pavement, don’t they?”
“yeah, every song is like they’re trying to do range life.”
“i know, that really sucks..”
“wait a minute. we like pavement.”
“oh yeah. dude, this is awesome!”

i don’t know, maybe it was not in fact grandaddy, as was the theory after ryan mentioned that he didn’t remember that they sounded that much like pavement. whoever it was was okay, in a pavement-y sort of way..

(addendum: it was not, in fact, grandaddy.)elliott smith has the look of an aging rock star about him, though he can’t be more than thirty. most of the stuff he did was from figure eight, and the older, more mellow songs were played faster and on electric. so everything sounded like figure eight, except his final encore, “angeles,” which is my favorite of his. really beautiful. he looks very wounded and shy, which is strange when juxtaposed with his newer, more upbeat style. well, whatever.

saturday i’ll be seeing third coast seven at the westheimer street festival in exile, which will never be the same as it was in high school, when it actually took place on westheimer. one could sit on the side of the road for hours, eating questionable funnel cake and watching the six-foot drag queens, the punks with iguanas in tiny leather jackets, and the women with snakes around their necks, wearing red leather in the blistering heat. it’s just not as cool now that

a) it’s sponsored by budweiser, the beer of losers,
b) it’s on allen parkway, which is not cool,
c) they stopped letting people bring their huge ugly dogs,
d) i’m not in high school anymore, therefore it is not nearly as rebellious, and
e) it’s sponsored by budweiser, the beer of total losers.

but i’m going anyway, apparently. ’twill be enlightening.